Wednesday, January 31, 2007

late nights and early days

HEY!
i got my connecetion back.
HEE hee.
okay la. so its been a few days..
but im excited still.
HAHAHAH!

anyways, its sixohfive on a wednesday morning
and i just ended doin school stuffs.
HAHAH!
tell me im good.
yawl must be thinkin why the hell am i up at such hours when i shld be sleeping still.
well guess what..
i dint even sleep ta begin with.
HAHAAHH!

and now that its alomost time to get up
(that is if i were sleepin la)
im too scared to fall asleep.
cause that whaat i did yesterday.

i was up till six.
i was exhausted i wanted some shut eye
for lets say..ten minutes or so.
but turns out, i woke up at nine thirty.!!!
my gawd!

so, lesson learnt.
never sleep when its almost time ta get up
HAHAHAAH!
like today.
andim tryin to keep myself awake by bloggin or something..

but then again,
the fact that im half dead
and that im not even thinkin straight..
i highly doubt this entry makes any sense
HAHAHAAH!
aint i just the funniest??? 8D

anyways,
no matter how late i stay up at night
i know ive always got company
he keeps me up all night.
my light. my savour.

i really wonder what id do w/o him
after all this time.
jsut to stay up with me.
he's good.

what am i to do...
without you, COFFEE

BAAHAHAHAH!!!

right,
movin on..
i reckon this entry's gonna be wordy
haha!
but who cares
life's been good really.
treatin me well. with love and respect.

let me see if i can remember what happened..
but then again, its better left unsaid.
cause things are better of this way..

i love you,is that okay.?

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

H.I.M - vampire heart

life's been ona roller coaster ride these past few days
but i guess life's just that way.
i really wanna be with you. only you.


You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song
All faith is lust for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame

Let me bleed you this song
Of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong
Until I feel your warmth

Hold me like you held onto life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent by hope
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love

Let me weep you this poem
As Heaven's gates close
And paint you my soul,
Scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me like you held onto life
When all fears came alive and emtombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

somone once told me
that this is a nice song.

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